February 2012
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That moment when you’re breastfeeding your daughter and she throws up on your freakin` boob -_________- lol
Oh Anyla, I still love you.
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OMFG
My little Anyla is already one month old!! Oh how time flies! I cannot wait for the moment when she starts giggling and laughing. Oh god, she melts my heart<3
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My daughter makes me fall in love all over and...
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jillashley:
A girl like me is hard to find.
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Today is my first night alone with my daughter. Arifeen has been here since day one, but he went back home for the weekend today. For the past two weeks, we both been up day and night taking care of our baby girl. Majority of those nights, Arifeen would take the night shifts and I would take the morning shifts. But even when Arifeen wake up at 3 in the morning to get Anyla, I would still have to...
So my mom works in another state and visits home every other month or so. She went to Vietnam in the month of November and came straight to California in January. When she told me she was going to visit her family in Vietnam, I was extremely disturbed. I thought it was a bit selfish of her to leave while I was in my third trimester of pregnancy. It was worse when I gave birth early, and she wasnt...
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Motherhood,
My daughter is two weeks ago today! It will always somehow feel unreal to me that Im a mother, its incredible how a human being can develop inside a women’s womb. Its even more incredible to how they arrive into this world. I look at my daughter and cant believe I have a baby. I look at her and continuously stare at her to how it is even possible that I created her. That I was the one who...
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Oh yeah,
Since it was not a false labor, my sister never went to school. Therefore, she stayed with us the whole time. There wasnt anyone to supervise her, so there you have it, my fourteen year old sister in the delivery room watching me give birth LOL. I know shes traumatize, but GOOD! Now she knows not to get pregnant HAHAH.
talk about an unexpected delivery..
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Giving birth,
hummm, where do I even start? Okay, so majority of pregnant women says that “you can tell” when its time for labor. &honestly, in my experience, I had no freakin idea. My friend gave birth in December and she told me how much pain she went through two days before she gave birth. She told me all the symptoms and signs of going into labor and it most definitely freaked me the eff...
January 2012
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aahhhhhh!
So I been m.i.a for quite a while. My last post indicated that I was waiting for the day my daughter arrived. I was so nervous of when she would come and the next thing you know it, she came the very next day. Its a very long story that I really want to get into, but Ill just keep it short for now. Anyway, I gave birth to my baby girl on Friday, January20,2012 at 2:51pm! Her name is Anyla Leah....
Waiting &waiting..
knowing that she can come unexpectedly; ANY DAY, TIME, HOUR is driving me insane! I know my due date is less than two weeks, but majority of pregnant women deliver before their actual date. This is extremely nerve racking! esp when I get these major inner thigh pain/ vagina cramps.. eeeeeek! Im not looking forward to the whole contractions/ natural delivery thing, but I know the moment I hold her...
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Jeee, I feel so distant from the world or I guess everyones just doing their own thing. However, once I give birth to my unborn Ill be super m.i.a! Sometimes I feel as if everyone is slowly drifting apart, but I know we’re all just living our own lives, being our own person, and just.. growing up.
Reality check, I can be going into labor any time from right now to next week. It makes you...
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As of January 12, 2012 I am dilated 1cm! &the doctor said theres a chance Ill give birth next week. HOLY FREAKIN MOLY. OMMMMFGGG. Im excited but that is so super duper fast. My eyes popped wide open AHHHH I dont know if Im ready for this yet LOL.
Yet, it still seems unreal that Im having a baby, but knowing that its actually happening makes me feel so damn blessed. Awww.. I am going to have a...
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countdown.....
three more weeks! Possibly in two weeks OMFG :O
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YAAAY!
Hunnie’s gonna pack &eat, then come over to Anyla and me :]
Oh, the joy of starting our family<3
mother eff,
my sister goes back to school tomorrow. Thus, I have to wake up at 7am just to drop her off again BOOOOOO :[
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